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The Week of Hari Raya Aidiladha + Final Year Presentation n Showcase

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Bile ckp pasal keje nie mmg xsiap2 lagi.. masyaallah
Baru sedar siap 40% aje sedangkan Present lagi 3 hari, ape nk buat Tuhan je laaa yang tahu, Mintak2 tak gagal aje lah... pemalas Na'uzbillah...

Nway, I just went through my posts..
I didnt expect anything or any one to read it.. takpe lah not that Interesting pon... But...
I was so surprised and so greatful that There actually are people who read my blog.. lately its very2 Emotional because of known reasons but,
I was told that people were touched at what I wrote in my blog,
I want to thank you to everyone for your support,
*currently shedding tears*
making me realise that I had actually hidden my real feelings towards the matter at hand, 

I was in DENIAL, I just wasn't ready for this kind of tragedy that God has bestowed apon our 'comfort' situation..
Unbelievable but true, as I scroll down the contact list in my phone, I saw the name and the number that I have memorized in case of anything circumstance.
That same number identified as my brother's contact.
But I didnt change the name in the phone..

In denial still grasping on to a hope that I know will never come true,
to get a phone call in the middle of gossiping with friends,
to be asked am I studying or playing around,
to tell a white lie and laugh when caught...
to be told 'Dont go fooling around at night'
'Dont waste your money on idle things'
'Do you have enough pocket money?'

and having to answer with a 'sigh..... don worry laaa, I try my best to take care of myself ok..'

Just last week was the 100th day anniversary
(not really celebrated this way but we still did a small family gathering and kenduri tahlil, bacaan Yasin just for her)

I actually have soooo many FOND memories of her,  I will tell you later when I have the time
where as right now I shud be focusing on my 2D animation
thanx for reading.. take care always
*flying kisses

  

Aidil Fitri 2010

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this year raye was not celebrated much...
without fireworks,
without HUGE portions of great home cooked food
without many laughter of people having fun...
without the usual amount of people...
this year our family minus 1..

takde pergi beraye umah orang...
takde rendang, sambal goreng, lontong, ketupat and so on..
masak biase2 jee...
tahlil malam raye with other relatives..
bacaan Yasin beramai ramai...
baju raye pon biase2 simple je..
sigh..

its not gonna be the same anymore..
im so sad..
lepas ni nak kene biasekan dirilah..
family bukan besar pon..
so sesuatu kehilangan itu sangat sangat dirasai..
tak pe lah... we just pray for her well being and hope that she watches over all of us..
we miss YOU

Written Memoirs With Mama

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Like a mother would, she cared and help my mum raise me to be this person now you see..
She worries about my first acne... *embarrassed
she help me through my first period and taught me how things work.. *again embarrassed
took me shopping and get me cool clothes....
always remind me to eat properly *I never listened
remind me to do chores before my mum gets back from work...
Cause we both know mum is sensitive towards untidy messes we make
she was my dear sweetest defender..




Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
specially for mama*
Katak Hijaw


Written Memoirs With Mama

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Zaiton bte Ahmad
1962-2010
sekarang hanye tinggal kenangan... Mama, Afia harap Mama sentiase diberi keselesaan abadi..
I still feel as if I could just give U a call an ask how are you doing..
if 'they' are treating you alright.. 
I miss you always, but you are loved more by our creator
I still feel like your still there and if I glance twice
I'll see you... but its not enough
I miss you

I didnt have the guts to write about you because I always feel that the memories between us will always be ONLY between us..
but now I know the reasons for why I wanna write about you here
this is my little spot where I can write about you
and where people can read and know, 
what a wonderful person you were
IN and OUT
and this little spot will never be erased, so that I can come again in the future to re-remember
who you were and what you mean to me..

Being an Aquarius

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Dating Tips based on Zodiac sign
Arfia Zodiac sign is and below is tips for dating his/her :

If you are searching for a person to spend the rest of your life with, you might want to keep searching.

 Aquarius people like to be free and cannot stand the routine or limitations of daily life, and because of that, their style is personal, informal, and at times a bit hasty. Their independent attitude allows them to relate to all but not to commit to anyone.

 Even though Aquarians love freedom, love will lead them to choose strong, possessive and dominant people, to whom they will give themselves passionately and totally.
People born under the sign of Aquarius live a life full of changes and surprises, their ruling planet is Uranus, which makes them rebellious, independent, and unconventional. Aquarius people cannot stand boring, static, or monotonous relationships.

 Aquarius Dating Tip: Aquarius emotions are fiery, intense, and changeable. They easily become enthusiastic when they meet someone and just as easily become disenchanted. If you are looking for a long lasting relationship, don\'t get your hopes up too soon. 


Another Aquarius dating tip: If you are on a first date with an Aquarius have fun and enjoy the moment. Aquarius people are great entertainers. Where it goes from there is entirely up to the two of you.


Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

TRIVIA ZAMAN BUDAK BUDAK THE SERIES EP 2

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Kelas Agama

time: Sek Ren 
Darjah 5



selepas seminggu xsehat xdtg sekolah

"HAH! Tak buat?.. tu lg terok dari xsiap,
Ketok Ketampi kat sini 60kali sekarang!"
kata2 memberangsangkan dari ustazah... ;(
buat lah kt depan kelas tue 60kali
kaki cam nk tercabot

membe budak laki cakap
"apelah ko nie, at least aku dh siap separoh, hahaha, dah la pompuan"

PANTANG AKU DGR!!!!!!
rase nk sepak bontot xmatang die kat situ jugak
biar die rase ape tu PERIOD.

Balek hari tu tros g kedai beli manila kad (fofular zaman sekolah dlu2)
buatlah pebende pasal haji tue
sampai ke malam nk siapkn pnye pasal...
tidor dlm pkul 12.30 (kire sgt lmbt time2 sek dlu2)

Esoknye pon ade klas ngn ustazah tue lagi..
muke ustazah yg lembot tue tros berubah menjadi naga betina 
membukak mulot lalu dgn sore lantang die panggil

"Kumpulan ZARITH mane! Saye nak tengok sekarang jugak,
klo tak ketok ketampi lg skali"
tulisan ni warne hijaw sebab membayangkan naga betina

saye amek manila kad tu, bukak dgn kelajuan 20kmJ
Gi meja ustazah n letakkan ngan BUMP! skali

Sye teros blek tmpt dudok ngn kump saye (alaah, 3 org je kot)
Ustazah tgk, bdak2 kelas pon tgk (cam drama pulak)
senyaaaaap je.. 
ustazah tetibe je sore lembot, 

"Len kali klo dh siap btaw laa, ustazah xmarah" (awkward gile senyom die)
rase nak muntah dengar
Ops lupe bitaw, kitorg kne rotan skali sebelom ketuk ketampi smlm
memang abracadabra lah
SIOT kan!!@#$%^&*




Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

Dari itik yang terer baca

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1. Who is yourself at home?

  • me, aku, saye, I, kite, kawe, chek tadaimaaaaa...........

2. Who is yourself besides a friend?
  • me, aku, saye, I, kite, kawe, chek sebelah kawan

3. 5 things that you aspire but have not achieved yet.
  • 'My' house
  • 'My' car
  • 'My' money
  • 'My' work
  • 'My' life

4. who is your spouse's name?
  • spouse tu sejenis mushroom kah?.. saye suke mkn yg jenis button name die 'Butang'
5. 5 things you like most about your partner.
  • Berbulu lebat
  • Kelabu
  • Berumor setahun
  • Gemok
  • Telinga panjang
p/s: saye rindunya... oh Itto kuceng ku

6. The date when you couple?
  • xde couple2.. saye sorang je xde twin

7. The bitter memories with your partner.
  • die kne tidow luar rumah sebab curik ikan

8. The theme song of your love.
  • theatric 'Catz' dan 'Kiss Me' dari six pence none the richer

9. What changes you want to see from your partner?
  • Jang curik ikan lagi n Bulu xnk gugor bebyk sgt.. nnt cepat botak

10. Tag 10 of your other friends.
  • Do I have other friends?




Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up

Trivia Zaman Budak Budak The Series Ep 1

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Bola Baling

Time: Sek Ren
Darjah: 6

All training jadi sia-sia.. why?
heh, sebab lepas a few of weeks training ade friendly match ngn another school
then I was picked for the second round so dpt la tgk sek lg stu tu bergolek dlm lumpur..

BILA MY TURN TIBA

boleh nak bwat crite n drama... 
it was the shortest play I was ever in
hehe.... T_T
bola dh dpt kat tangan 
tak sedar another team member dekat belakang
lumpor masok mate, tangan dapat bola,
pusing....
DUSH!

Kat mate, sangat2 saket, bangon n tros jalan ke tepi
mate tutop....
 Gelak lah
Kawan ckp..
"Pandai ko bwat 'drama' depan tu, sayang bukan kepale budak lawan yg ngko hentak" sambong gelak n beredaaar....

......-_- ape punye kawan...

TAK TERPILIH





Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw









Speak Up

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I should not talk crazy, I know you hate that
I should think of what to say to you, but then I think too much
I try making time to see you but something is always up
I always hope to hear you, but I am not obsessed
I always wanna see you, but I hate to force it
Things were going smooth, when suddenly I moved too fast
And I'm regretful and sorry for it
I can never doubt you, though I say stupid things
The truth is
Your words influences my life, Little ways that I didn't realise... until now
Bits that make out my life
Bits that make out ME
I always tell myself when this is all over
I'll just continue my life before you
I believe that I can, but it will never be the same
Cause I already have a memory of you, It changes things
Thinking I might never get to see you any more just crushes me
Although if this means theres no future of 'us'
Never again will we see each other, talk, laugh, share stuff
I just really wanna show you just how much you really mean to me
Right now I'm not ready to say GOODBYE when we haven't even said HI
So please stay a little bit longer 
Just till I'm able to say those words to you and more 

I don't know how to say all this for you to understand cause 
I just really can't put words together for how I really feel

When we do finally meet again
When we smile at each other
When we do say that clichè 'HI' to each other
I just wish all my words and heart.. might..


Reach you
And then you will finally know the truth
So that my 
UNSPOKEN WORDS
will be heard



Words Wisdom

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Just A Point I Wanna Make to All Out There With The Whole 'Gossip Girl' and 'Clicks' Issue
Face it!!
You're not perfect so you tend to Gossip about other people

REALITY

As human beings, you think you're ALL THAT Shiitake
You tend to judge people and surprisingly its more accurate rather then when they judge themselves
LUCKY you! 
Lets Face it that those Others Might Actually Judge you the same way
So maybe, just MAYBE
You should start looking in the mirror MORE
then you might actually see in the mirror that
YOU AND 'THEM' ARE NOT VERY DIFFERENT INSIDE
YOU ARE PROBABLY MORE ALIKE THAN YOU THINK
so when you bash others, you're actually bashing youselves

think about it, sleep on it, dream about it, wake up and drink it

Dont try to deny it cause deep inside you fucking know I'm talking about YOU

In the End

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To a place I was taken
Expecting things I know WILL happen and did happened
but in a tolerable and acceptable way
wished the night is still young, didnt want it to end
met new people, made new friends, make new ways
and different perspective of a different atmosphere...
never expected to be near home too...
reminded myself and prayed to be 'safe'
am greatful
am honoured
am pleased with myself....
I CAN protect my dignity
I CAN resist temptation
I CAN say NO
I CAN believe in my strength
And the best part was
I DID say yes in the first place..
I DID agree
I DID follow
Now Im home safe and sound again
Still in one piece

Stereotype kah aku?

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Stereotype 1:      Hish ape la krete depan nie, klua lorong tak reti nak signal ke?... ape ke bodohnye die buat jalan tue macam jalan bapak die yang punye...  (vroom vroom) laaaaa pompuan Cine rupenyeee patotla bwat jalan mcm bapak die punye.....    (kenape mangse asek pompuan cine je?... haahahh mungken betol kot tapi sbenarnye sesape je yang bawak kerete besar gerenti perangai camnie, sbb die taw die besar, ya.. anda betol, jangan kate tak sebab xkire umor, sedar xsedar anda akan bertindak seperti jalan tue anda yang punye)

Stereotype 2:      Kenape laaa nak pakai baju2 mcm tue... kan nampak sangat macam Indon hish Kampong laaaaaa, haaa pakai bju cmnie, nmpk mcm mat salleh skit..... ( sedar x perkare nie biase je berlaku?.. jangan terase sedare nie crite betol, sume nk pakai baju ala ala mat salleh aje, dlu diorg yang jadikan kite kuli, diorg yang dok jajah, perangai cam dajal(realiti TV), xde adab, mati nanti diorg tros jadi kayu api sbb dah terang2 kaper, tapi sekarang sume die buwat betol, die laaaa boss, nak ciom bontot punye pasal, klo cium kaki tu xmenjatohkan maruah, dah lame dah ramai org akn dok cium kaki mat salleh... heh ape! hengat diorg aje yg ade sejarah n org2 tername?... kite pon ade laaa... rashid "the butcher" pancong bapak die tue, rita rudaini yg kawen lari tue n paleng fofular, Fasha Sandha yang suke dok sanda2 n gesel2 ngn datok2... (ade percaye die mak nyah) ntah laaa...

Stereotype 3:      ish, ko bawak motor Mat?... ko nie Mat Rempit erk??.. xnak la geng ngan ko lagi,,, (lorh, klo die bwak harley xkan laaa rempit buduh! bwk motor pon jgn la merempit, korg taw tak org laen sume hargai nyawe dey'all so klo nk mati awal mati la sesorang je ok,  hidop nie sekali je, xde maknenye nk dilahirkan semule, nanti lepas mati ko jadi la superman ker, suparman ke xde sape pedulik)

Stereotype 4:      Orang Cina~ sorry amoi, itu barang ta da lorh dlm gua punye kedai, U cuba itu kedai Ah Seng depan sana, gua rasa die ada jual itu barang. ok!
                           Orang Melayu~ Oh xde la kak, dah habes dah barang tu, akak datang la minggu depan, nanti stok barang baru ade ok... erm kedai laen...?? sorry kak rase kedai laen kat sini xde, saye je jual, akak datang minggu depan eah! (wal hal gayong murah yang org tu nk beli ade je kat kedai depan tu, tp dah tamak sampai mati die xmaw btaw)

Stereotype 5:       Hahaha nie lawak~ Artis Malaysia dah xde idea dah nak buat lagu... alaa senang je beb, ciplak la lagu negara laen, translate bahase Melayu Presto!.... tros jadi HIT #1! begitu lah critenyeee.... lagu contoh xpayah bagi pandai2 la pikir sndri lagu ape, klo xboleh jugak entah laaaa

Stereotype 6:       hahaaha budak2 sekolah yang masok alam Universiti.... sedar2 la ade dunie yang lebih besar dari datang ke kelas tiap2 hari, lebih dasyat dari pointer rendah, lebih terok dari boifren yang carik awek laen dan sebaliknya, lebih sakit hati dari kawan tikam belakang ataw permusohan geng-geng yang perasan matang wal hal belanje mak bapak tanggong lg n bulan2 loan masok (woh bahgienyee) tp igt, nt dah besar kene bayar balek! (kecik2 dah hutang2), lagi sengsare dari siang malam tak tidor buat esemen lah konon.... hahaha, mmg wujud golongan ini dimane2, aku dh tengok n kene batang idung.

Pengajaran : Jangan la ngate orang laen stereotype sedangkan mane taw sesetengah bende yang aku tules nie ade berkaitan ngan diri korang sendiri. Renung renungkan dan selamat beramal...

Martyrs - My first French movie

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           Woo... ari senin lepas, lecturer eccentric telah sekali lagi mengagumkan ku dengan tahap pendedahannya terhadap muvee2 yang luar biasa dri biase... klo kite konon terer habes la klo dpt tahan tengok muvee, hahaha cube tgk lelaki belasah perempuan setiap hari tak benti, smpi tahap pengsan dikejutkan blek sbb nk pukol lg...
n paling bes gari2 besi yang cantek xsemestinye eksesori indah.. hahahaha 


Saw (horror tahap cipan mati katak) ~Gergaji


Martyrs ~ one who suffers for the sake of principle

    sufferer
    shaheed - Arabic term for holy martyrs; applied by Palestinians to suicide bombers
    victim - an unfortunate person who suffers from some adverse circumstance

              bagi sesetengah xbebaloi la tengok crite nie, tp betol memang bermimpi geron lah malam nt sbb ni bukan cerite hantu, ataw pon fiksyen... so toksah la nk cube sedapkan hati kate bende nie mane wujod.. hahahaaa

             Mr M mmg gile la bleh layan crite cmnie, pastu bleh plak suroh bwat muvee review, sape klua sblom crite abes xdpt tulis kedatangan, bukan nk ckp Mr M ni xberhati perot tapi bukti betape die nak kitorang dapat idea dri pengalaman xberape nak manes nie... seraaammmmz...

Sape yang rase die cukop berani dan cukop umor nk tengok crite nie
di persilakan, klo xnk lantak ko lah, 
not my problem...

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