Speak Up

I should not talk crazy, I know you hate that
I should think of what to say to you, but then I think too much
I try making time to see you but something is always up
I always hope to hear you, but I am not obsessed
I always wanna see you, but I hate to force it
Things were going smooth, when suddenly I moved too fast
And I'm regretful and sorry for it
I can never doubt you, though I say stupid things
The truth is
Your words influences my life, Little ways that I didn't realise... until now
Bits that make out my life
Bits that make out ME
I always tell myself when this is all over
I'll just continue my life before you
I believe that I can, but it will never be the same
Cause I already have a memory of you, It changes things
Thinking I might never get to see you any more just crushes me
Although if this means theres no future of 'us'
Never again will we see each other, talk, laugh, share stuff
I just really wanna show you just how much you really mean to me
Right now I'm not ready to say GOODBYE when we haven't even said HI
So please stay a little bit longer 
Just till I'm able to say those words to you and more 

I don't know how to say all this for you to understand cause 
I just really can't put words together for how I really feel

When we do finally meet again
When we smile at each other
When we do say that clichè 'HI' to each other
I just wish all my words and heart.. might..


Reach you
And then you will finally know the truth
So that my 
UNSPOKEN WORDS
will be heard



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