this year raye was not celebrated much...
without fireworks,
without HUGE portions of great home cooked food
without many laughter of people having fun...
without the usual amount of people...
this year our family minus 1..
takde pergi beraye umah orang...
takde rendang, sambal goreng, lontong, ketupat and so on..
masak biase2 jee...
tahlil malam raye with other relatives..
bacaan Yasin beramai ramai...
baju raye pon biase2 simple je..
sigh..
its not gonna be the same anymore..
im so sad..
lepas ni nak kene biasekan dirilah..
family bukan besar pon..
so sesuatu kehilangan itu sangat sangat dirasai..
tak pe lah... we just pray for her well being and hope that she watches over all of us..
we miss YOU
