I don't know how this goes..
What goes? I'm just gonna write what I want for this one
Where does this lead me
Every day it seems I'm too slow, relentlessly people around me have been giving me advice. Words cannot explain how thankful I am, I love and treasure them for that. How can I make it up to them? For someone who's soooo new to this part of an illusive impugnment world. Its been 3 months since I jumped into this vast unblending crimson and cerulean pool of wordplay. I've been making countless mistakes..
Improve step by step they said, Mum said, that voice behind me said. I always tell myself each morning.
Mom Dearest
Realising my mum's love. How to appreciate it? I've been coming home so late and exhausted almost every waking day.. Can't stop that addiction of midnight phone 'toggling' or that late night awesome show. Just 'record' it I tell myself. To my dismay when is it alright for me to actually watch it? Weekends are just too overrated.. Its the only time for all of us to rest and enjoy some lazy dazey day. Holidays are spent with 'crazier then life' relatives, visits and frilly weddings, lots and lots of weddings.. I'm not gonna lie, I do wonder when will the time come for me to wear those expensive, fragile, delicate, death defying dresses. All I need now is a groom. Guess he just got lost in the Forest of Never Return.
Have you ever?
Have you ever texted a total stranger and it gets even stranger that you would actually find them interesting and wishes to meet up, maybe for dinner or a casual date. HAH! Life is shockingly about self-control and rationality. Don't believe me? I've been trying to hint him about going out, he gives tiny hopes and possibilities. I tried so freaking hard to grasp them but then he just brushes it off like a lil annoying fly, SPLAT! With a rolled up magazine about cheap gadgets. *sigh* it still is a work in progress. Maybe I will just have to try extra harder. This dude really tests my patience, for your information I'm a pretty patient person... Just don't be one of those people who takes advantage on my generosity, I'll never forget you.. See... Self-control and rationalism.
Funny Insecurity
Who doesn't have an insecurity... face it we aren't perfect, though this has nothing to do with that.
I love to read online articles or anything mostly about women. Of course cause I'm a woman, I'm sorry new world, I will not conform to the 'trending' gender being all kinds of unicorns and fantastic beasts. and as the community demands respect, I will also demand respect for my views. BTW This is different, ain't even close cause these materials mostly have visuals of sensual or provocative women posing in them, wearing less 'drapery' then the usual human being would most of the time. I'm afraid if people in this office might think I'm into this kind of things, or whether my preferences are more towards men or women. Of course I'd feel even more insecure about all this mumbo, I happen to like to see these photos too *kinda* I'd think of what a crazy pretty girl SHE is or wow, her skin is so nice, what does she use or are those real?, that's pretty or that's not, is she crazy or does she realise the world is looking at her. And the #1 thought that always pops up in my mind, ' I wish I had a body like that so that I can wear nice clothes like jeans or skirts and look good. Its an insecurity, a motivation, a fashion info.. Its a tell all for a girl who is in the dark about these stuffs. Judge if you will, and I will still breath fine tomorrow.
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That Thumping Under
Lupee Lak
owh lupe nk crite,
saye dapat keje kat DOME pavilion, it was fun laaa
tp part time aje n xlame, maybe next week if I'm needed, tu last week keje la... myb
saye sangat sukeeeeee manager ku bername sir Zaidi...
serious die sporting gile, bile tgh down ke ade buwat salah ker.... marah tu wajib la tp
lepas tu very professional sbb xungkit2 pon..
the other managers pon ok gak tp xngam sgt laa, ade sedikit takot dgn diorg
hehehe ;P
then other workers yang bes2 barista, Jay!! mmg bes la bebual ngn die, caring gak,
klo jadi kawan tu sayang wooo.... byk menolong saye (ngeh ngeh ngeh)
then ade kak mas and kak amy n amielyn.... gorgeous people!! mmg baek
xde havoc2 sgt, keje mmg buat, afia lak rase cm pemalas,( mmg pon)
mmg syg la diorg nie, nk jugak gossiping ngn diorg tp xtaw knpe time kje org xbyk ckp sgt...
rase cam 'pemulauwan diri' je tp xpe la
asalkan diorg ade sume ok! tip top
N chef xlupe gak, sir Jafridin sgt cool! die sempoi gile, kekadang tu kitorg desak2 sgt order nt die marah blek gune walkie talkie tp bunyik sgt kelakar.. LOL
gelak bile igt...
as a fresh part-tymer, kne smooth talk ngn mbr2 opposite gender tu mmg biase la, rase xbiase lg tp for saye maseh idop lg so xde la masok kepale sgt...
sorry klo bosan membace tp i shud write this somewhere
so that i can remember it in the future as a nostalgic memory and experience
muaxx.. Luv U all!
Tgh Bengang!!
So tell me, is it me or its 'IT' problem sbenanye...
so my group has to do this assignment right tp kan
kitorg xbleh nk bwat short film ni (the assignment)
sbb camcorder xder, then ok pinjam Universiti punyer
n then org yang spatotnye bagi kitorg camcorder tu plak xde, Cis!
dah 2, 3 hari dh dok tecangok dpan bilik lecturer tu, Cis!
xtaw la kitorg yg salah timing g carik die ker the other way around so
shooting ptot stat minggu ni but dgn keadaan skrg cmner org nk bwat keje pon.
pasal exam xpyh pikir byk sgt sbb 1 paper jer nway its another 2 weeks,
esemen jer yg dok betimbon, harap nt sempat cuti ler...
pelakon pon xsteady lg, tut tut tut laaaa....
hehehe
THE END
(luahan ati)
13th Friday morning!! we are working
huhuuuu...
jus nk ckp la, skrg nie tgh dlm proses bwat satu siri utk Sirah Anbiyaa
2o org jer yg terlibat.... ad bhgian 3D, 2D n background. i'm in the 2D team... 'tukang cuci'.. LoL
Clean up prop laaaa....
to me this is a BIG opportunity for me because this means priceless experience for we have to do everything like real animators...
i am really honoured and greatful coz i am one of the lucky chosen 20 to be part of this history making process of my life, i just want to share our environment with all of u who are interested...
to tell u the truth we worked n played at the same time... 
lecturers and students alike... i'm very proud of all of them and myself because we all put our differences aside and cooperate to create just a half an hour show for our juniors who one day will be better...
i really hope those who will watch the show at Ramadhan, Sirah Anbiyaa,kisah Nabi Ibrahim will enjoy the show as much as we had enjoy making it for U....
Friends who are working, eat while working, playing and just plain drama kings and queens
all the same we cartoon heads are just plain cartoon lovers who wish to show skill and efforts as a team in this industry
